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Healing Old Trauma |
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"When I was about
four years of age, I remember my Dad spanking me in front of the neighbor.
He never really told me why he spanked me even though I knew I had been
playing with matches. I was so hurt that I went upstairs and threw myself
on the bed and told God I did not want to live anymore. When I was six, I
had to have an appendectomy for acute appendicitis. Years later, my ileocecal valve began to give me discomfort so I would talk to my body and
ask it what I did to create this discomfort. My sense was that I created
the appendicitis by holding the stress of that experience since I was
four. He was killed when I was 15 --- I could not cry but about three
tears and that was a week or so after the funeral. Even though I had been
using forgiveness affirmations to forgive my Dad and this situation for 38
years, that love feeling was not there. Finally, after doing the Healing
Codes for four weeks, I was able to allow myself to go back into that
experience enough to release the trauma, and, for the first time in my
life, I felt a sense of love and respect for my Dad. Finally, I would
admit to myself that my best interest was the basis for his action. The
Healing Codes seemed to dislodge the stress that I had been holding all
these years so that transformation could occur."
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