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For the past 25 years I have been very involved in
eating organic foods, doing yoga, exercising, plus any New Age thing
that crossed my path. I was rarely physically sick, yet I had become
even more emotionally fragile as time passed. I felt like I had had a
complete nervous breakdown as my mother would have called it. Panic
attacks and extreme anxiety were my constant companions. I almost felt
like I was going crazy. It seemed like my mind was short circuiting. My
system was tremendously overloaded and over reacting, and I had no way
to fix it.
This fall I was diagnosed with ALS. I have Bulbar ALS and am unable to
talk without slurring. I sound rather like a drunken, mentally disables
person. Not being able to communicate is a great nuisance, to say the
least.
A friend recommended the Healing Codes, and it seemed to make great
sense. I have long sensed that my system was just completely out of
whack and that I needed a reconfiguration. I have been working with a
Certified Healing Codes Coach for the past two months or so. She has
been so kind, so compassionate, so understanding, so helpful, so
encouraging.
Already I am sleeping well every night, no small feat compared to the
years before. The intensity of many memories I have carried around with
me forever have faded or greatly diminished. I no longer feel like I am
going to fall asleep at the wheel when I drive for long distances. That
was a very annoying problem in the past. I no longer feel like I am a
kid that never grew up. I have lost the sadness that has plagued me
forever. A lot of the negative emotion that I directed toward my husband
has left. In short, I feel like I have been rewired.
I still carry around a lot of guilt. I still experience panic attacks
but notice that I can handle more stressful situations in a more normal
way than I had been able to in recent years. My speech issues continue,
but there may be some progress in that area. I have had days when I can
speak quite normally for periods of time. The ALS is not progressing,
which in and of itself is a good sign. I am hopeful that I will see more
improvement in my voice and speech, but if not, I am OK with that.
Somehow I think that when more pictures are healed, I will see a change
for the better.
~~ L. Lett
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